stay in the Now

Stay in the now. Forgive. Positivity. Laws of attraction. Unconditional love. Grace. Generosity.

Choose love, they say
but I did choose love.

I’m sorry for feeling like a monster
if only for a couple of days, because all
of a sudden the world was full of bullshit and fakers
they thrive on their own lies, an abnormal growth
on the flesh of their soul

Actually, sorry I’m not sorry for feeling like a monster.
I feel bitter, angry, empty, sulking silently
in my cold insullible corner
Stay in the now. Forgive. Positivity. Laws of attraction. Unconditional love. Grace. Generosity. Light. Love and light. Higher frequency. Light. Love and light.

Sorry I’m not sorry
for being human.

For the past few days I just feel profoundly bitter. I tell myself that I’m alright, that the higher choice is to forgive, to inhabit the space of light and love. I tell myself that “I need to feel better.” Then I said to myself, no I don’t. I don’t need to feel better. I feel bitter right now, so I’m going to feel bitter. I’m only human, after all. I’ll be all light and love and grace in a couple of days, and I’ll  be fine after I finish riding this wave.

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3 comments

  1. Tsuki san · February 5

    I definitely understand that.

  2. Kimberly · February 5

    Thanks a bunch. I feel better…but some things take time.

  3. ctrlsave · February 3

    I hope you feel better now. I think I understand what you mean when you say poetry is a silent scream

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