I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. There are butterflies in my chest. A strange void in my chest. I look into the mirror, and I’m frowning. For what?
I don’t know what I’m confused about. I don’t know why I feel lost. I don’t know what’s going to happen. I feel so directionless. Like I’m getting sucked into a whirlpool of nothingness. I don’t know why. Time is ticking away. I’m losing time. I’m losing life. I’m losing purpose.
I’m scared in the silence. I’m uneasy for something that’s not there. Or is it? What’s there, exactly? What exactly am I going through?
I need guidance…
Why is my heart beating so quickly? What is happening to me?
I wish I know.